18/03/26, 01:58 i'm learning how to code at 1 am because like, why not ? i'm 20, i still have time before i have to go to bed at 9, right??
i saw my best friend today. my other haaalf my angel!! let's call her juno. i've never loved someone like i love juno. love comes in many ways but i love her in all the ways. our parents think we're going to marry each other, and it's not that i wouldn't be happy being married to her, i just don't think we'd be a good couple, really. sometimes i think i'm in love with her but what is being in love anyways. i want a spouse that isn't her but that spouse has to understand if it ever comes down to chosing between my bff and my spouse i'm divorcing right away yk. maybe our parents are right. i honestly don't care if the love i have for her is romantic or platonic or sisterly. i just love her. anyways yeah once again i'm starting a conversation by ranting about juno. although i'm really conversing no one right now. damn i haven't had a diary in a long time, this feels awkward. whatever. love you void or person reading this randomly in two years. and everyone in between. byeee <33